Life goes on....
I often wonder if I have a purpose in life. I seem to be going through the motions of living but not really accomplishing things of import. Fixing computer problems for people is ok.... and so is working in athletics. Both are fun for me and I seem to be pretty good at them.
However, should I be looking at attaining some more lofty goal in life..... probably.... but then I realize that at heart I am a lazy individual. I float along, not really giving my best effort for much of anything because I am afraid of failure. Hence, when I fail I can console myself with having not tried as hard as I possibly could've.
That said... I also know there is probably nothing I can't do if I actually try hard... and it has happened on occasion.
Now the real quesion is how do you change the lethargic life that I live everyday into something dynamic and meaningful?
Does it take drastic action to produce that kind of change? Or would small steps suffice?
How about a self help book :o).
Maybe just writing it down helps.... hopfully.

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Hey man,
Small steps seems pretty reasonable...making a huge drastic change often leads to 'lifeshock' along with the improbability of keeping it going for any period of time.
I appreciate your honesty. What are some of your ideas to inject some 'life adrenaline' into your system?
A move? A change in jobs or schools? A new camera? (I recommend it....actually not really, i've been pining for the D200 for about a year and now that I have it my life is strangely similar to how it was when I just used two D70's....)
Anyway, you definitely have a purpose. without doubt
I actually just changed jobs.
Bought a new camera (Canon 20D) last November. A new lens(120-300 2.8f) in May.
I probably do have a purpose.. but do I have to know what it is to fulfill it?
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